YES!

for my buddies, I know you like news & I have one :)

for those who wishing my journey a happy one, this note is all about.

I planed to wrote this one since the very first day we met, when he asked me "Would you like us to get married when we meet? I wanna spend my life with you"...

wow wow wow... I have been very confuse myself when hearing that, half of me would like to believe there are someone falling in love with me, that I help make his life move & more excited now :) that's actually really good. Another half, the piece full of experience, that one alert me to stay tune, to not so exited of the serious marriage offer I have ever received :-) I just try to stay in earth and the reality :) Yes, I have more than once love someone & enjoy these relationships. I'm now sometime dating, but not serious relationship - because the singles, who can marriage me, they don't love me enough, I guess :) the one who interested in my characters who wanna spend their rest with me, they just could not anymore as they in their own marriage :) I hope those facts can keep he stay on earth & reconsider whether he still wanna spend his life with me.

We went thru many conflict conversations & considering. I was in doubt of trust. I was struggling.

The love games of making long-distance-relationship that I've ever enjoyed, I've given up & got tired long long time ago. I had enough "foreigner fish" & too tired of dealing with miscommunication because of language barriers... I have enough craziness to just enjoy single life without responsibilities...

He found me when I still wandering on my own journey

He convinces me that we could bring happiness to each other.

He pulled my faith back to me when it almost left. He just put his trust on me unconditional.

"Don't let me go as I have no way to go back"

& I leave my life in his hands from now on!

(March 23, 2012)

May 2012

Bài viết ngắn này lẽ ra mãi mãi không được "xuất bản" vì nhân vật chính anh Morris Clive đã chết sau tai nạn giao thông những ngày cuối tháng 4/2012.

Tôi cũng chưa biết mình sẽ làm gì với bài này - nó vẫn còn là dạng draft trong Facebook Note. Dù sao thì đây cũng là những lời reo vui hân hoan của tôi nên tôi để nó xuất hiện ở đây - như một ký ức rất đẹp :-) Cùng với bài "Hãy Tin Là Mình Được Yêu Trong Khoảnh Khắc Này..." - là 2 bài nho nhỏ tôi viết vì người bạn đặc biệt xuất hiện trong cuộc sống của tôi vài tháng đầu năm 2012 :-)